Really not sure how I feel. I’m stoked to be here and see my family and get ready for this new part of my life. But I’m so sad to have left San Diego behind, possibly for good. I feel like I just left home this morning and then arrived at home tonight, 1200 miles away. It’s such a bizarre feeling, I don’t like it.
Also, I’m hacking up a lung, which is awesome. Convinced I have whopping cough, even though I was vaccinated. Did I mention my anxiety is getting worse? I didn’t sleep last night because I thought someone was going to break in to my car and steal everything I own. This obviously didn’t happen, but driving for 16 hours on less than 3 hours of sleep sucks.
Mostly, I’m just glad this week is over and hopefully now I can relax for a bit before everything picks up. I just want a few days…
On a more positive note, my best friend just drunk dialed me to tell me that she loves me. She’s the greatest. Even when she’s thousands of miles away, she is always there for me. I just love all my friends. So much love. Now I’m happy crying. Clearly my emotions are lacking stability at the moment.
This was a post. Sorry bout it.